Ho sempre fatto un po’ a cazzotti con la mia autostima.
I have always fought with my self-esteem.
Our relationship used to have ups and downs, with days in which I could accept myself for what I was ( few, to be sincere) and other in which I couldn’t even look at the mirror.
For years, I got crazy thinking only about the aesthetical implication of my extra-kilos ( even though I knew there was something more).
During my adolescence, my main goal was to be liked like my other friends, to be accepted, whitout caring about how I really felt.
I gave up so many times after useless diets and months spent at the gym without any reasults.
Then I opened this blog, a little virtual space that gave me a lot of strenght, self-esteem and opened my eyes on a reality that I had never seen before.
Thanks to this blog I understood that, first of all, you have to feel beautiful for yourself and in order to feel good outside you first have to feel good inside!
Thanks to this blog I discovered plus size modelss and curvy blogges, a universe so full of vitality and contagious smiles, that managed to change my mind as well: I don’t want to be skinny, and I will never be. I only want to feel good with myself, with my extra-kilos.
I want to take care of my body, with a balanced diet and healty workout, like it should be ( to many extra kilos are dangerous for our healt), without fear of peopole value judgment: I do it only form me, to improve myself, not for change what I am.
I have a new muse, she is Robyn Lawely and she is a plus size model. She is really beautiful and she fight throught her social profiles and her imagine against a woman steretype that in most part of time don’t represent the real women.
Here there are some pics from her facebook fanpage, with a BIG THANKS for who helps me to change my mentality.
xoxo for all of you.
your baG girl